So my husband agreed that it would be okay to allow a lien on the house. I hate to say it as if I was getting his permission for something - I'm not that kind of wife. But since he's the only one generating any kind of real income, it's a huge amount of pressure on him to think about the possibility of the business failing - how on earth could he earn enough to pay off the business loan so we don't lose the house? Simple answer: he couldn't. So he's very freaked about the negative possibilities. I'm actually trying not to think too much about the negatives, because I really believe in the power of positive thinking. But it freaks me out, too, when I do think about it.

So we're applying for our business loan tomorrow morning. It's a little nerve-wracking, but once it's done, there will be nothing for us to do but sit back and wait for an answer.

Well, Shawna will be sitting back waiting for an answer. I'll be furiously designing the location we hope to occupy within the next 6-8 weeks or so. EEEEKKKK!!! How am I going to get that done?!? Well, sitting reading entries on diaryland is not a good plan. So I guess I should get to work. But it is kind of fun to be doing design work again.

 

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